You better be testing me because you want me to come out a stronger person. Life is border-lineing between pushing me and pushing me into the ground. I don’t want to be walked all over and treated like the dirt down there.
I swear down I will shock the people around me and when I’m on top I’ll look back at these small stages in my life and they’ll merely be a scratch on the surface. Trust me now, I’m chasing my dreams, not letting go and not saying no…
If dreams became a reality, and distance didn’t exist, then the situation of life would be no fun and games, yet no tears and disappointments. As time goes on, things are getting better, but no where near perfect- the future is always something to look forward to- a new adventure or revisiting the past.
cos I have a pretty sick weekend planned, spending a lot of it with Charlotte because I haven’t seen her in about four weeks and that is too long! There’s a big get together with our lot and possibly a bbq if the weather stays all good and then sunday I’m off shopping with my media group to get some stuff for our event next week.
Also today someone noticed that I’ve lost weight and this sounds like nothing but it was enough to make me cheerful :-)
oh and I spent a lot of my day laughing and that’s a good way to spend a day